Aquarius Season

My birthday just passed and I'm finally 33! I've accomplished a bunch in my first few decades including a gaggle of kids who make me smile every day & give me hugs. I became the first person in my family to graduate college & got my master's degree. It's been challenging on previous birthdays when I felt like I was failing at my career, even with many personal successes. It took me awhile for my priorities to shift to the big picture instead of fussing over every detail.

I wasn't sure I'd make it to where I am now, but I have hope that I'll have things to look forward to this year. I'm hoping to have more events on my calendar this year, so I made sure to buy tickets to concerts & such last year. I know I'll be at meet & greets, concerts, & parties to bust out my social skills & make new friends. I've been dealing with loneliness differently by being more aware of my feelings & finding self reliant solutions. Sometimes I watch my favorite podcasts or spooky shows or anime to get my mind off of my lonesome & watch others friendships.

I have been dealing with a lot of anxiety the past few months, especially with so much devastation in the world. It's been challenging for me to sleep through the night. I've been taking hot showers, using melatonin, drinking hot tea to help ease my mind & body tension. It feels so burdensome to me when I don't feel well because I don't want someone to have to care for me, though I love it.

I am smart & realizing how to best do things in my life. I streamline my cleaning routines, so we all have more free time around the house. I also plan my outfits the day before after making my wardrobe more of a uniform with a few unique pieces. I also set routines for the house to help get us out the door when we're going to school or a family trip. Now I'm looking to build a career that fits my lifestyle & doesn't dictate how I live, so subscribe to my YouTube & Twitch channels & support your local lunatic.